DRAMA !

Oh gosh best GILA DRAMA OI! We had to perform a drama for merdeka day. So we took the cerita from komsas anak laut called titik2 perjuangan. Yes when you read it is so boring but bila act like FUWWAH BEST!

Cast&Crew:
Nadia : Pegawai + penduduk
Daia : Orang muda + askar jepun
Keisha : Orang tua + askar jepun
Sarah : Gadis + penduduk
Aisy : Perempuan tua + askar british
Kaz : Askar british
Shasha : Narrator
Dahlea : Music + props

*nico TQ fr helping me upload it. Thnks a mill !

The ending tk sempat tape coz memory camera full (darn I knew I should've deleted old pics). It ended by our screams of merdeka and I was like 'oi tak dengar!' and the whole school joined it with MERDEKA MERDEKA! And then we bowed we the whole cast&crew&baby and then round of applause whoooh! We won 1st place and got a hamper. JOYFUL JOY !

THE CAST

THE CREW
BRITISH SOLDIER
THE BABY
MY PANTS RIPPED!NUMERO UNO!

*cue applause ;D

TOUCHED

SZE TING REPLIED MY BLOG BY WRITING ABOUT ME AT HER BLOG. AWWHHH.

To : Dahiyah Aisyah bt Ruslan Affendy (no others!)

=]
omg, seems like there are so many secrets(?) and happiness between us. ONLY U & ME!
Somethings that called Tacit understanding? maybe, I think.
You are the first who making me to be fun "in my way",
and I tell myself I wanna to be like you, can be so grateful to my life.
As you can see, I always unhappy and sad and muram in the school.
The Cauncelor said that is because of stress.
I don't know where come the stress and make me so ungrateful to life.
But now, I wanna forget it and make myself enjoy my life. (even though that's boring)

Before Form 4, I don't like you, really.
I don't ever think about to be friend with you.
I feel there is a far distance between us, never thought that we might be good friend in the future.
Like now.

I see the way you treat your friends, that's the way I hope to have.
I was, and am a boring person, I don't care about friends that much.
I was, and am selfish, but you have had always 'influence' me.
I thought because of my weakness in language, (I don't manage to express it well)
we might not or never ever go so far in our friendships.
But the truth is, I know we are the best couple. haha!
(hey, girl. We are going too far ...... but it's good. (: )

I like the way you helping me when I have problems.
Homeworks, relationships or just being crazy and talking nonsense.
You are always giving me the warm hands, keeping me out of 'cold' (scared/nervous/crazy=.=''').
You keep me accompanied when I need you (or not :p).

(we really do like a pair of sweet couples...)

Actually, I wanna to write about you on the 24th night .
But I wrote somethings else and put a photo of yours(braces!) in the article.
I promise, I want to write something about you on the next day.
And now, you already wrote this down.

I love you, darling! (hug hug~)

ps: am i missing somethings important? and oh ya, nikoko said he will bring nasi lemak, JCOs, bla blah bla during puasa. hahaha! nikoko jahat, go bite him! blek..

TINGTONG! ;D

ME N SZE TING

This is my friend ; HOO SZE TING. I call her tingtong or kakak tingting. Usually tingtong ;) She's my new friend and she sits beside me in class. We've been in the same school for 4 years but tak pernah tegur ;p so this year we got the same class. After all the budak2 cerdik pandai pergi jauh2 kat asrama, we changed seating in the class and I sat beside tingtong. That time she had long hair and her baju wasn't 'banjired' yet. After being deskmates for quite some time, we got along very well.

On her birthday 14July I bought her a book and JCO'S hurrah hurrah! And and that day we went to watch dark knight (damn awesome lah!). I still kept the message she sent to me after that outing ;
yeah~lov you all :) tis was da 1st time I hangout wit frens like tis. I even tot tat I won't hav a chance to do tis during teenagers. I think I can't wash tis out of my brain in my life :D TQ..really.
Tingtong, do you know how much that message meant to me? I'm so happy I got to give you that chance.

I'm also touched when you that day you suddenly told me u liked being friends with me. It was so nice tingtong :') I really like being friends with you too dear. You even gave me my first birthday present xoxo! You are the reason why I look forward to school now. TQ TINGTONGG! You make me SOO HAPPY at school.

Jom Sze Ting, LETS ENJOY LIFE as we always say. You are the best braces buddy a girl could have, haha ;D

TINGTONG ;D

P/S- Eh what happened to our breakfast trading programme with NIKOKO? Nak puasa dah ni!

TAKE A BREAK

Remember the five simple rules to being happy:

Free your heart of hatred.

Free your mind from worries.

Live simply.

Give more.

Expect less.

God didn't promise days without pain,

laughter without sorrow,

sun without rain,

but he did promise strength for the day,

comfort for the tears,

and light for the way.


When something happens to you, good or bad,

consider what it means.

There's a purpose to life's events

to teach you how to laugh more

or not to cry as hard.

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want,

just sit tight and be happy,

because God is thinking of

something better to give you.


You can't make someone love you,

all you can do is be someone who can be loved --

the rest is up to the other person

to realize your worth.

No one can go back and make a brand new start.

Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

JOM GELAK

GELI MAT


CHINESE DEATH


These 2 vids eila showed me and I was laughing so hard. Somebody put malay subtitles to the sound that seems alike. Its so funny and some of them is soo sama. HAHA ENJOYY ;D

SMELL TALK

A few nights ago my mom tucked me into bed. And we had a very -- well interesting conversation.

D : Mak bau unik malam ni. Dia cam busuk2 yang comforting tu haha.
M : Ish apa cakap mak busuk.
D : Haha. Mak, bau aisyah macam mana? I know I always ask this question tapi cubal la try to describe how I smell like.
M : *sniff sniff. Ehem. You smell like -- mmm, you know when the sun comes out just after it rains..
D : Wow like that?
M : Wait tak habis lagi. And there's a bumble bee flying. A sweating bumble bee.
D : Ah? Bau insect berpeluh? Apa mak niii.
M : Hahahaha.
D : Betul2 la ma, bau macam mana.?
M : Macam baby.
D : Ahaa better ;D .....
D : Wait, baby baru lepas mandi ke baru berak?
M : Hahh. Which one you want?
D : Hmmm.

People always say I have this smell. Ahh I wanna know like what. If you have smelled me before, please try to describe. If you haven't, feel free to take a sniff. Hahaha euw no. Guess it's a secret I'll never know.

SHEEP DILEMMA

You know sheep right? Kambing.
I have a dilemma.
I always say that sheep goes MBEK.
But that day I saw my friend writing on a sheet of paper.
And HER sheep went BAA.
Hmmm.

Does sheep go 'MBEK' or 'BAA!' ?
What do you think?

Please don't mind me being weird.
Its one of those days where I'm overdose with stupidity -.-

CAKE VID

at last dapat pn vid ni thnks utt

PICATURES

BBQ BASH

BFF BABES (: <33

DANNGG ICE CREAM HEAVEN !

EARLY COMERS THANK YOU !

BBQ-ERS :D

SCENE PLAY
*OLYMPICS HAHA ,GUESS.

YOU GIVE ME LOVE NAAH AMBIK BALIK ;D


HURRAH HURRAH !

PREZIES!
*I DONNO WHY THEY'RE ALL PINK 0.0

YAYY ME ;)

END OF THE DAY
*PLEASURE ^-^

SIXTEEN CANDLES

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAIA (:

My bday is 18 aug. 17aug i had a birthday BBQ party with my special dudes & dudettes. Thank you all SO MUCH for coming to my birthday and making me so happy. I really did miss all of you and it made me realise that me becoming 16 have made us been friends for what, 8 years or so? All of you will forever ever be my friends, Thank you Thank you. I got lots of prezzies weeheee ;D I will update pictures tomorrow, now I'm so tired. Two nights having BBQ. The 2nd one was with my family n cuzzies. Anyway, thank you for the people that called and messaged me. It was all very meaningful and thoughtful. I appreciate every each and one of them. You know, you people make me feel special and I don't know what I did to deserve it, really. If I could give you guys anything, I would name each star after all of you, make you guys as melodies (I would only use the good notes) and let your lives be surrounded by nothing but smiles.

ZIHA - TQ for the coming and sleeping over. TQ for the hundreds of pictures and smiles. TQ for the bag. TQ for the message on my board. TQ for the hugs.
UTT - TQ for being the first to come. TQ for accompanying me to secret recipe. TQ for the chocolate. TQ for the hugs.
ECA - TQ for the pairing necklace. TQ for the message on my board. TQ for persuading your parents to come sleepover. TQ for the hugs.
EILA - TQ for sleeping over. TQ for the laughs. TQ for the pictures. TQ for the message on my board.TQ for GELI MAT and that chinese vid HAHA. TQ for the hugs.
ATIRA - TQ for sleeping over. TQ for the message on my board. TQ for the hugs.
SARAH - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for the nice box. TQ for letting me hear your fun laughter. TQ for the hugs.
KEISHA - TQ for suprising me with your attendance eventhough kejap. TQ for the present and card. TQ for the wish. TQ for the hugs.
NADIA - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for the nice hp cover and necklace. TQ for making my party merrier. TQ for the hugs. *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO !
NIESHA - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for not getting lost HAHA. TQ for the smiles and hugs.
ZARIFAH - TQ for coming on short notice. TQ for the brooch. TQ for making the games fun. TQ for the hugs.
JESS - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for arriving early. TQ for the present. TQ for making me excited at school. TQ for the hugs.
NICO - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for arriving early. TQ for the toblerone box. TQ for having fun.
AZUAN - TQ for coming all the way from KL eventhough lambat. TQ for acting as the clown HAHA. TQ for the most special DOA. TQ for the stories. TQ for enjoying the food.
EMON - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for numero and the lollipop. TQ for being BBQ MAN. TQ for the wishes.
AFIF - TQ for coming to the BBQ. TQ for the ghost story. TQ for being funny like always. TQ tgk bdminton with me HAHA.
TING TONG - TQ for the wishes. TQ for gving me the 1st present. TQ for making me excited at school. TQ for the hugs.

NOYO, NADIAH, AISY, KHAIRANI, SAKKY, HARIZ, NUR - TQ for messaging/calling and wishing me my birthday. It means a lot.

PAK SU , MAK SU - TQ for the huge ice cream tank! *will show picture later. Its AWESOME!
MAK LONG - TQ for the nice present! Branded 0.0
IBU WURI - TQ for the bag and necklace and coming to 2nd BBQ night.

And for them that wished me, THANK YOU.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL THAT IT'S
GONNA BE A GREAT 16 YEAR FOR ME.

STOLEN

WANTED

This woman is wanted for grand theft. She is around 17-25. She was in baju kurung but in what colour i dont know, i don't care. She STOLE MY HANDBAG TODAYYY!!!

J A H AT J A H A T J A H A T J A H A T J A H A T

This was what happen. I was bringing my big white petaling street handbag. Inside, I brought telekung, purse and small notebook. I went to the surau at sbg parade alone because my mom 'datang bulan'. I went inside the surau and a girl smiled at me. I put my bag beside me and prayed. AMIN. *Look on the right. SHIT. Where's my handbag? WHERE'S MY HANDBAG??! I looked everywhere but it couldn't be found! A makcik tudung senget helped me out but the girl dah lari jauh kot. The girl that smiled at me took it! Brengset lo! My bag was big but in it was only my purse and notebook. No hp (thank GOD!!!), no stuff, no jewelery. In my purse ada rm3 je nguah3 but my IC is in it! Siot. Asshole -.- Now have to report police and make a new one. Menyusahkan!

But haha the brightside is I went shopping and bought 5 clothes and I'm very very HAPPY. Having my bag stolen and buying brand new clothing makes me feel neutral and dumb now.

Lesson is that next time somebody steal my stuff akan dikejar daia sampai ke hujung dunia. Mencuri berdosa. Jangan buat. Orang yang barangnya dicuri geram babun. Orang yang mencuri mangkuk.

PERIBAHASA

Blog saya pada hari ini akan diceritakan dalam Bahasa Malaysia kerana ceritanya berlaku sewaktu P&P Bahasa Malaysia. Cikgu buat game peribahasa untuk murid 4amanah. Permainan ala 'charade'. Tapi murid yang dipilih mengikut kumpulan tidak boleh bercakap dan menunjukkan aksi. Hanya lakar dan lukis di papan hitam. Huuiiissh KECOH jugakk. Bila dapat jawab, satu kelas gedebang gedebung meja macam tengok wrestling. Memang gelak pecah perut. Ini dia contoh2 lakaran lawak :


DILUKIS KHAIRANI
Chicken!
Kaki ayam!
Cakar ayam!
Kari ayam!
Ayam Man!
Chicken little!

Haisyo ni peribahasa lahh -.-




'RABUN AYAM' hahh apa tu? orang tidak jelas penglihatan ke apa tah kot


DILUKIS VIGNESH
Bagai kacang lupakan kulit!
Bagai kulit lupakan kacang??
Telur mata kerbau!
Telur pecah!
Bagai isi dengan kulit!
Vicky apa niiiiiiii?? Donut!
JCO's!


'DARAH DAGING' WTH?! Benda kacang tu daging?? Mak datok -.-


DILUKIS SYAMIN
Kaki!
Kaki botol!
Kaki bangku!
Seribu langkah!
Langkah kemajuan!
Tangga?
Jatuh ditimpa tangga!
Kaki di bawah!
Kaki jatuh!
Kaki jatuh??


'ANGKAT KAKI' Hahaha bodoh betol Maksudnya beredar, pergi.


DILUKIS KER
Pegang tangan?
Berpasangan?
Bersatu teguh bercerai roboh!
Merdeka!
Muafakat membawa berkat!


'YANG BERAT SAMA DIPIKUL, YANG RINGAN SAMA DIJUNJUNG'
Kerjasama babe.


Ada banyak lagi lawak tapi malas nak buat blog ni panajng berela. Apa-apa pun, hari ini saya gembira dan hati tidak resah. Itu pun sudah memadai.

Cikgu, terima kasih sebab saya belajar banyak peribahasa baru dan dapat tahu bahawa kami semua tak reti lukis.

Sekian.

I STILL GLANCE

Sad,
Today I feel sad and I'm in sorrow. I can't find the reason of this. All I do is stare into space -- as if hoping for something to happen. Why am I hoping? Hoping doesn't get me anything, it pains me more and more having to wait for it and knowing it will never come. It is painful. I'm done with hoping. I want to stop hoping. I tried. I can't. Why can't I? ); Please just let me let go.

Confused,
But I am happy with where I am now...am I? Sometimes I say I'm happy but do I mean it? Happy means you are in joy the whole time and not sitting at a corner hoping a miracle would befall. I want to be happy. Somebody show me how. I may look happy to you but I'm not when I'm alone. Sometimes I feel nobody will be there for me. Just me -- solitary. I'm waiting. For what? I don't know. An angel to bring my frown upside down.

Promise,
There was this one time when I was heading to Melaka (or was it Terengganu?), I was overshadowed by a blanket of dark sky with clusters of bright shinning stars above me. I was on the dark highway and I never took my eyes of the sky. I told some people that 'whenever you think of me or miss me, just look at the sky, look at the stars, look at the moon. Each of it is special just shinning for you. When you remember me, look at it and pretend you're looking at me. Because I promise you, I will always look at the vast sky -- the same thing that you are looking at and it will just be like we are looking at each other.' Every night and this very night, I glance at the moon, wondering if anybody is looking back at me as I constantly look at it everyday -- missing. Do you even remember? Does anybody look at the night sky like I do? Will anybody ever?

Faith,
It's okay. Whatever it is, I'm grateful with whatever comes to my doorstep. I accept and try make the best out of it. I still have faith that I can be truly happy.

MAMA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Today is my mom's 42nd birthday. I can't celebrate it with her today because she has to work somewhere for the night and she'll only be back tomorrow ); I wish I could make her work disappear for the day and spend it with her. A day of laughter hugs and googly faces.

As many of you know in fact, she's an amazing person. I'm not being exaggerative but she is seriously THE PERFECT MOTHER. I know everybody claims their mother is perfect but I am truly honest and I'm being realistic yes she is THE PERFECT MOTHER.

Reasons she entitles this title :
1. She greets my mornings with smiles.
2. She warms me with her hugs and kisses every single hour of the day.
3. She understands me more than I understand myself.
4. She is friends with my friends.
5. She is a mother to my friends.
6. She practically hugs my friends (:
7. She is my friend.
8. She shares with me every night as she tucks me in.
9. She never gets bored caressing my hair.
10. She tells me stories of her past.
11. She supports me in everything I do.
12. She tells all her clients and people from all over the world about me.
13. She makes me feel like I'm so important.
14. She is my guardian angel.
15. She protects me from all harm.
16. She brought me back to my religion.
17. She wants to be cool for me.
18. She acts like she's the daughter and I'm the mother.
19. She let me finish up the last scoops of food.
20. She let me bring friends home to keep me company.
21. She listens to my problems.
22. She helps me solve my problems.
23. She helps me go through life.
24. She makes me a better person.
25. She keeps my videos and tapes when I was a baby.
26. She recorded me saying gugugaga.
27. She blooms our house with flowers.
28. She dances with me when we're crazy.
29. She laughs at my jokes.
30. She sings out loud with me
31. She buys me snacks and candy.
32. She helps other people with their problems.
33. She is everybody's crying shoulder.
34. She is crazy as I am.
35. She is FUN for everyone.
36. She is my father's other half.
37. She is my whole self.
38. She supports me for my future.
39. She taught me how to reach the sky.
40. She is what I want to be.
41. She is the mother that everybody dreams of.
42. She made me believe I can truly fly.

Mama, you are the most important person in my life and I would be so lucky and grateful if I was even half of what you are. But as you always say, I am me. You brighten up so many lives but you shined mine the most. You are God's gift to me and I will treasure you always. I hope I could be a better daughter as you deserve such. I'm sorry, truly deeply sorry for my sins and wrong doings, ma )); I would have been a spoiled child if it weren't for you who saved my life. Thank you for providing me such a blessed life. I would not be what I am today if it weren't for you. I truly cannot live without you (;

I would die for you,
Just as you would for me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA <33

ONCE UPON A GIRAFFE

This is my giraffe. This giraffe is purple with yellow stripes and I've had it since last year. It is a miraculously cursed giraffe. Giraffes are supposed to be mammals or in this case wooden mammals. They do not under any circumstances LAY EGGS. But this fella did. Yeah, you bet it did.

This is the type of toy that you can press the bottom part and the giraffe becomes all wobbly and lembik. I always liked to amuse my friends with it. I place it proudly on my shelf. Two months ago, I took it and pressed the bottom. NOT to my amusement, hundreds thousands millions (exaggerate -.-) of ant eggs came sploshing down the ground and on my hand. SQUEEEALL! Meremang bulu roma weyyy! It was so disgusting and icky. Some were already hatched and the ants were running here and there well everywhere. I ketuk2 the giraffe and more and more eggs gushed out. EEEEEEE. Geli bluek. I took the killer spray and sprayed everywhere. 'Die ants, DIE! Let your mouth berbuih2 with this spray! DIE DIE!' Euw. So I had to clean that mess up, bloody ants -.- . I took the giraffe and put it under the sink tap water. More ants and eggs came out. 'Drown you fiend! Muahaha!' There must be a queen ant inside there somewhere. Huh padan muka lemas! ;D Heheh evil daia.

Ok good that was over. It still had the honour of being placed at my shelf. But noooooooo. Giraffe ni gedik. Recently, I pressed it and the same thing happen! Bloody queen tak mati lagi ke?! Dush2 put under tap water again. Evil cursed giraffe you are not supposed to make your butt hole a residence for the queen and her godforsaken babies! You gave me no choice but to ban you from my room forever! Ughh >:(

It is now downstairs beside the kitchen sink, alone. I'm not sure if I want to bury it or not. If I do, I will post a picture of it's grave soon. So, this is the story of my giraffe that laid eggs.

FEVER GO BYE-BYE

Yayy atlast I'm done with fever and can return to school (: Couldn't wait to see people's reaction to my shining metal teeth haha.

Keisha: DAIA DAIAA! SMILEEE!! AHHHH COMELL :) I tak biasa u pakai braces, bukak balik bukak (haha thnks keisha)
Aisy: CUTENYAAAAAA AHH purple lawaaaa. *hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* (peluk bukan main banyak lagi ;o )
Ecah: Eh daia awak tak datang eh smalam... *gasp* AWAK DAH PAKAI BRACES?? (haha terkejot ecah)
Sze Ting, Jess, Endarah: *jump scream jump scream!* AHHH ATLAST DAIA DA PAKAAII! WAHHH WAHHHH!(yes, they were MORE EXCITED than me haha)
Niko: *Kept staring at me* You look different. You look like the even steven's sister (hah?apa la u)
Syamin: Alaaa nape gigi aku lawa doh? Nak pakai braces gak. (ada ke dia complain gigi dia lawa huh)
Farah Wahida: Usyoo pakai braces. Kau cakap tak brapa paham cam bunyi air liur. (SHIT -.-)

Hahaha yes I'm excited with this look. Man its good to be back at school. They make me so happy. FUN FUN! (:

TILL DEATH DO US PART

I'm missing my BFF's like hell la! Pls la come back quick I got tonnes of tales. Zha and utt are like my smile and my laughter and the needle and thread that heals my wounded heart. You guys totally rock my world la!

ZHA She's the phone call I wait for every day. Tu la babe, apa pasal lu pegi jaoh2 kat stf johor tu tinggal daia si degil kt sini sorang ek. But truly, she's a darling. She used to be chubbay but now she's bloody thin menyampah bila dia cakap dia gemok huh! Childhood Zha was all about hilary duff and maroon5 as I recall ;p I sometimes call her miss piggy / busuk. And no dia tak busuk just terlebih wangi. She loves music fashion and is always up to date. Zha lah kak long to the 3 of us and yang paling baik (daia naughtiest ): ) She sneezes differently and her laugh is tersekat2. Genius with a big brain and a great huge heart that everybody loves. Zha I love you so much and thank you for always being there for me. UTT I cannot hang up my phone when I'm talking to her. She is my rocker! Like zha, she loves music and fashion too which makes me the weirdo one. Her fav line when ajak dia kluar is 'tak sure lg la tgk dulu k?' haha tkpe babe, we love u. For this moment, she's the only one with a boyf. This girl is SKINNIER than zha which I'm so scared she'll patah one day and whenever I take pics with them I'm the one looking like the fatso so UGHH KORANG ITS NOT FAIIR! Utt kata 'my fav food is nasi' That is why she is so kurus. Done. She likes photography and take wonderful pics of her sisters (eh actlly zha does too, sorry lupa mention td zha ;p ) utt I have to say I'm sooo jealus of your smile yang menawan tu. That's why I'm wearing braces now, nk lawan u punya pasal! Haha Utt aku sayang kau gila and rindu gila so lekas pulang kita buat ribena burp competition lagi! They are my lovers. I try to be better everyday, thanks to you babes. They are the greatest gals and any of you dumb guys get them, man you guys would be the luckiest people on earth cause they'll blossom up your life like they did to mine. Thank you guys for all the love and help and moments together. Eventhough we are far apart, it makes us closer. Sahabat sampai mati! ;D

ILOVEYOUGUYSSOMUCH <33 span="">

PAINT IT YOUR WAY

To be true, life is actually simple. It's us -- the livers of life that make it complicated. Your decision in life matters and counts. People are scared to be judged of what they are. The easiest way, they just go with the flow. So, what does it result in? I have a fridge magnet in my room. It says, 'life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself.' First things first, NO i do not have a fridge in my room haha it's a magnetic board. Second, yes I do agree with that saying. It's all about making your own identity. STAND OUT. Be different in your own way.

So how do we add colour into our life, make it colourful? The main thing is to be yourself. When I was a kid, I was myself. And I was happy with it. I mixed around with everybody, had time for myself and was nice to everyone. As I grew into my teenage years, I felt like a hypocrite. Agreeing other people's statement and putting aside my own opinion. All I wanted to do was fit in -- be accepted by everybody. I started to have my own group. But there was a problem. I wasn't myself. I was what other people wanted me to be. What am I? What am I becoming into? I became confused but I just went with the flow, too scared to make any changes.

After a series of challenges in life, I told myself 'No I can be different. All I need is a first step. Everybody fears change but hell with it, I want to be better.' I struggled trying, wanting to be who I was before. Now I fit in with everyone -- the old friends, the geniuses, the gossipers, the athletes, yeah I was one of each of them and just because I was me. But sometimes I see people better and me and I dream of having their confidence and style of approach. Then I came to realise to just stop wanting to be something I'm not. I am who I am for a reason. All I have to do is be better not be somebody else.

As in titanic, Make every second count. We have to make our lives worth every breath we take so we won't regret it one day. Think differently, uniquely. Turn our days into adventures and something to look forward to everyday. That's how we make it colourful. And that is through ourselves. Either we have the guts to do it. So make our lives fun, colourful and lets mark our existence in this world!

BRACE YOURSELF

Dentists have always been in my top list of 'Things I hate'. All the drilling and pulling, ughh just plain pain. I've become traumatised of going to the dentist since this one time when I was 11 yrs old, the dentist had to pull out 2 teeth, my gigi susu! And well all i can remember is the hard pulling, the sound of my tooth cracking, squeals of course and yes, lots n lots of blood. PHOBIA. Never wanting another person to put their hands in my mouth. Can't trust these people no more.

Then my teeth started to become uncared for. Not to say it was cacat or rotten euww yuck but it was just not pretty to look at for me. I have bugs bunny's teeth n I want STRAIGHT TEETH. So tadaaa I went to see the dentist with all my worries put behind. I made my decision, yes I'm going to wear braces bebeh! The orthodontist told me i had to extract 4 TEETH. FOUR ;o ....... DAMN. Fine, fine. Good things take sacrifice. I kept telling myself 'daia, u won't regret what your doing. Go for it!' Haisyo so I took out a tooth every 2 days. OUCH ouch OUCH ouch -.- the injection was so numb it made me feel like i owned Angelina Jolie's lips for hours. I kept pinching it for fun. The last tooth was DREADFUL. The dentist took 2 tries to get it out but it won't budge! Even bits of my gum koyak OUCH! Great, the worst for last. Well then I went to school looking like a bloody mak nenek with four toothless teeth. Oh when will this endddd. I just had to have sushi before i got my braces on and as i was biting, my fourth hole kept bleeding. The sushi was great, the blood well not so much. It was definitely pain and pleasure. Moment of truth, 5 Aug 2008, I'm going to get metal tied up to my teeth. 2 years of being brace face. Doc put the braces for an hour and BHAM I'm done! I chose lilac as the colour. Guess what, I soon as I got home, I got fever. HA-HA gelaklah. The pain of the tooth extraction + tightening braces + fever ain't doing me good. I woke up every few minutes at night. Torture. It's like geishas -- pain and beauty live side by side. So now I'm in my room not going to school, alone and sick. Wow what a start for my new appearance, huh? Haha my teeth better be nice when I get my braces out or I'll break all of my teeth hah!